BooksJourneyPost-WWIIStoriesDutch woman lying in grass reading book - Photo Credit: Ben-Schonewille

by Ingrid Dümpel

My name is Ingrid Dümpel and I was born and raised in Indië or the Dutch East Indies. Both my parents are ‘Indisch’—with paternal ancestors from the west and maternal ancestors from Indonesia. I realized what a privilege it was to have grown up there, when I started interviewing Indisch children who were born in Holland. Something is missing for me, they said.

What did they miss, I wondered. That life in the country of their Indonesian ancestors, being surrounded in the inner circle by Indisch people, their way of living and way of thinking, the use of that colloquial language, varying from correct Dutch to petjok*, a mix of Dutch and Indonesian. Thank God, Tjalie Robinson wrote one book in petjok: Ik En Bentiet.

But do they know about the other side? There were the unspoken, invisible elements: a hidden resentment or quiet resignation because, being Indisch, you didn’t get any further than halfway up on the social ladder—no matter how dutiful and eager you were. You felt this as a child and it became part of the collective memory of generations that was passed on to you as an Indisch child in the Dutch East Indies. An Indisch child often grew up in those years with the unconscious knowledge that sometimes there was a (thin) dividing line between the Indisch people (mixed-blooded) and the Dutch.

In her book Huil niet om een Belanda*, the Indisch writer Loes Nobel wrote about the Dutch boy Ruurt and the Indisch protagonist in the book who had a conversation on the playground. I translated the passage:

“You cannot come and play at my house, my mother says, because you have a brown skin.”

“Yes, you are white but you can come at my house to play.”

“Yes, but that is also not possible… my mother says.”

Then, cautiously, the protagonist touches Ruurt’s white skin.

“Never in my life have I done that again so spontaneously, so pure and intimate. Still free from prejudice, still ignorant of irreconcilable gaps between white and brown, persistently passed on from generation to generation on both sides.”

There are elements in an Indisch childhood that are exclusively Indisch, both in literature and in reality. Until World War II broke out and changed the lives of all who lived there in that emerald belt, white and brown.

After we were reunited with our father in August 1946 we went to live in Ujung (Oedjoeng) in Surabaya, at Ten Boschweg 103.

Dutch flag in the middle of the book. Knowledge and education concept. Photo Credit: Golden_Brown
Photo Credit: Golden_Brown

What did my Indisch childhood look like? Let’s start with elementary school. The teacher, fresh from Holland, taught us Dutch patriotic songs like: Hollands vlag, je bent mijn glorie (Dutch flag, you are my glory).

In school we read books like Ot and Sien and Pim and Mien all based on the Netherlands:

Mien bites into an…apple. Why not, for example, in a jambu air*, which has the same qualities as an apple: fresh, juicy and you really have to bite into it. An apple was priceless for an average Indisch family.

Sunflowers - Photo Credit: Pretti
Sunflowers - Photo Credit: Pretti

In the fifth grade we had a reading book called Zonnebloemen (Sunflowers) (1939), compiled by K.J. Danckaerts and Diet Kramer. The preface states that it is intended for the Primary Schools in the Indies and that “the compilers have thought of the special requirements that must be placed on a reading book in this country”. That is why there were subjects such as the Krakatau and the Rafflesia in addition to fairy tales and a story that takes place on Texel, a Dutch island. So, Zonnebloemen was a favorable exception in terms of subjects.

At the concordante* HBS the lessons were still strongly focused on the Netherlands, even ten years after the war. A Rhine barge (Rijn aak) sails on the River Rhine. Prompting a classmate to ask: “And what if it was on the River Tjiliwung?”

Melati Flower - Photo Credit: Zen Zero Zona
Melati Flower - Photo Credit: Zen Zero Zona

Mère Veronique was our teacher for Dutch language and literature. When she announced one day that we were going to cover the poem De Akelei* the next lesson, classmate Els immediately raised her finger and asked what that was.

“A flower”, explained Mère and showed us a picture.

Response from Els: “Aduh* … so ugly, Mère”.

And, turning round to us she said: “Yes, why not a poem about a melati*”.

After the war, the Indies was not immediately Indonesia. My Indisch childhood took place during this transition from the Dutch East Indies to Indonesia. I was both spectator and participant. Looking back I can say that I lived in the dying days of tempo doeloe*. It still seemed to be like before the war—with Dutch people around you, with Dutch spoken on the street, on the radio, and in the shops. Yes, Indië had become Indonesia on August 17, 1945, but it was not visible yet. The transformation started with the disappearance of the Dutch and the Dutch language from everyday life and on the streets.

Then, on December 5, 1957 (Black Sinterklaas), it was forbidden to speak Dutch in public. Many concordant schools were closed and Bahasa Indonesia* became the official language. On the radio you heard: Inilah Radio Republik Indonesia dengan warta berita*.

When the situation during this transition period became increasingly grim, the exodus of Dutch and Indisch people began. Actually, Indisch people were advised to opt for the Indonesian citizenship (Warga Negara*). Many did that. Others went to New Guinea or repatriated to a homeland they did not know, for the sake of the children.

Fort Rotterdam Makassar - Photo credit: benito_anu
Fort Rotterdam Makassar - Photo credit: benito_anu

My father chose to become Warga Negara and instead of going to Holland we sailed to Makassar with the SS Tjiluwah. On that ship we met a Dutch missionary family on their way to Manado. One of the daughters was my age and she lent me a book: Ams’ongeweten afscheid*. It was about a Dutch girl in Indonesia before WWII. There I read for the first time about the Japanese and about the war. I remembered fragments of conversations between my parents and uncles and aunts. Words like Japanese internment and prisoner-of-war.

All that faded into the background when I found out that there was no HBS in Makassar and that I had to switch to the SMA, the Sekolah Menengah Atas*, where Bahasa Indonesia was the language of instruction. That was a bit different from the Indonesian you spoke to the servants or on the street every day. I cried on the inside for a long time when I thought of the HBS door that was slammed in my face.

Now, in addition to French, English and German, I also learned Bahasa Kawi (Old Javanese) and Indonesian art history and literature, both completely new for me. I remember a poem by Chairil Anwar Aku*. The first lines are:

Kalau sampai waktuku
‘Ku mau tak seorang ‘kan merayu
Tidak juga kau
Tak perlu sedu sedan itu

If my time has come
I don’t want anyone to beg
Not even you
I don’t need that sniveling!

I was full of dreams that inspired me to learn another language. With my dictionary in hand, I passed all of my courses.

Republic Of Indonesia Flag Waving In Jakarta Java - Photo Credit: LIVINUS
Republic Of Indonesia Flag Waving In Jakarta Java - Photo Credit: LIVINUS

It was a nun’s school and we had students with different faiths. We respectfully celebrated Christmas, Lebaran, and Chinese New Year together. After a while I noticed something had changed. I was no longer an Indisch meisje*, but somebody with Dutch roots. Every Saturday morning (then we had lessons till 11am instead of 1pm) the Indonesian flag was hoisted while we sang the national anthem Indonesia Raya. One of my teachers always put me in the front row, because he wanted to see me sing along with the others. Dressed in the school uniform Soekarno had introduced for all schools in Indonesia, I sang, mouth wide open. I actually liked singing and I liked to sing Indonesia Raya. Up to this day I have the urge to stand up when I hear the Indonesian national anthem—and feel emotional.

Decades later I realized that all this had been a blessing in disguise. The SMA was like a small multi-cultural society; you learned to deal with all kinds of differences at a young age. And I still speak Indonesian fluently.

Makassar, on the island of Sulawesi (formerly Celebes), was different from the other places we had lived on Java. The people were outspoken, sometimes hot-tempered (oh yes…), but also cheerful and warm. Everyone spoke with loud voices. In the beginning my mother used to think they were quarreling, but no they were just chatting—in a language we did not understand. I picked up a few words in the course of time, but I regret not having tried harder to learn the Makassar language.

Book cover of De Gouden Kris
Book cover of De Gouden Kris

A Dutch family left us a pile of books, when they went to Holland. One of them was De Gouden Kris*.

With the description of the environment, you are drawn into the story that took place at the end of the 19th century on the island of Sulawesi. It is the story of the Buginese nobleman, Daëng Pabele, regarded by the Dutch as a highwayman. He does not wish to bow to colonial rule. There is the orphan La Ballo, who is raised by his uncle Aru Lipa, the owner of a gold kris. La Ballo is torn between loyalty to Dutch authority and the proud family tradition of independence.

Urged after reading this book I took trips with school friends to places outside Makassar like Goa-Tallo, Sungguminasa, and the Barombong Falls.

Statue of Anne Frank to Merwedplein in Amsterdam, Netherlands - Photo Credit: Ronald Wilfred Jansen
Statue of Anne Frank to Merwedplein in Amsterdam, Netherlands - Photo Credit: Ronald Wilfred Jansen

I missed my Dutch books. Thank God, the nuns and the priests had a modest collection of books. That is how I discovered The Diary of Anne Frank. I was confused and shocked. I talked about it with a priest and he told me about the German occupation in Holland. Who could have imagined that only a few years later I would see a lot of what I read about with my own eyes?

It was not all roses in those days. So, what makes us immediately put on our rose-colored glasses when it comes to our youth we spent in the Indies? Despite the enforced farewell, the bitter and fond memories that lie there? Despite the fact that sometimes there are hardly any tangible memories? Is it because those memories are so very much mixed with emotion?

I regretted when my secondary school days were over. But university was waiting…

Article Glossary

  • Petjok – a mixed language of Dutch and Indonesian, where Indonesian grammar rules are applied
  • Belanda – a Dutchman, a ‘white’ person, sometimes used in a pejorative meaning
  • ‘Huil niet om een Belanda’, Loes Nobel (Surabaya, 1931), Printing house Haasbeek, 1991
  • Jambu air – Java Apple of pommerak
  • Concordante scholen – Elementary school and secondary education in the Dutch East Indies where the language of instruction was Dutch
  • ‘De Akelei’ (Dürer), poem by Ida Gerhardt (1905-1997). It is a flower from the Ranunculaceae family.
  • Aduh! – exclamation of surprise, irritation
  • Melati – Jasminum sambac or melati also called Indisch jasmine. Has become a symbol for Indisch people in the form of an ornamental pin
  • Tempo doeloe – the good old days in the Indies, roughly from 1870 -1920/1942, expressing a longing and nostalgia for life in the Indies then.
  • Bahasa Indonesia – official language in Indonesia
  • ‘Inilah Radio Republik Indonesia dengan warta berita’ – This is Radio Republik Indonesia with the news.’
  • Warga Negara – Indonesisan citizenship
  • ‘Ams’ ongeweten afscheid’, M.J. van Marle-Hubregtse, (1884-1963), Published by Uitgeverij W. van Hoeve – ’s Gravenhage, 1947
  • SMA – Sekolah Menengah Atas – Senior High School
  • Chairil Anwar, Indonesian poet, (1922-1949)
  • ‘Aku’ – Indonesian text and translation from wikipedia
  • Indisch meisje – an Indisch girl
  • ‘Indonesia Raya’ – Indonesian national anthem
  • ‘De gouden kris’, Maria Christina van Zeggelen, aka Marie Kooij-van Zeggelen (1870 – 1957), published by Masereeuw & Bouten, Rotterdam, 1908
  • Panti Penghibur, formerly the Harmonie, a beautiful community house

The translation of the book excerpts is by Ingrid Dümpel.

9 Comments

  1. It always gives me a feeling of joy to read writings expanding our knowledge of the Indo-Dutch history and heritage. Again and again I read and I read between the lines of how our family, my mom and my dad, Marlien and Herman Van Overeem, endured the hardships of war and post war and then chose wisely of what became their combined legacy. We are forever grateful and my heart beats also for the ones with parallel experiences.

    • Dear Mr van Overeem,

      Thank you for your reaction.
      Yes, yes, our (grand) parents endured more during and after WW II than we will ever know.
      Every broken line from my youth in the Indies I tried to mend in the years that followed my departure from Indonesia.

      Who am I, what I am and why.

      Holland has given me a lot in the way of education and knowledge, but is still hesistent when it comes to acknowledging what they did wrong.

      Best reagrds,

      IngridDümpel

  2. Thank you for writing this. It’s given me a little better understanding of my grandmother’s life prior to going to Holland and then coming to the US. She was very secretive and really did not speak about her life in Indonesia. Although I do know she was in a Japanese Prison Camp during the war. But I did get the feeling that she longed for her old life. I plan to do some reading about the Indies. My grandmother even denied being part Indonesian which was proven after her passing to be untrue. It breaks my heart that she felt compelled to do that.

    • Dear Nicole,

      Thank you for your reacion on my story. For our (grand)parents life after the war was as much a shock as during the war.
      During the war they were not imprisdoned if they could prove they had a certain (high) percentage of Indonesian blood. And it must be admitted that up till then most of the Indisch people seldom spoke of their Indonesian ancestor. And ALL the Indisch people have one, be it four genrations back.
      After the war it was the hight perdentage of White blood that made them stand out and being pestered untill they finally left for Holland.
      Where they were not welcome. And so and so forth.

      I give lectures at schools about this and I call my lecture: The colour of my blood.

      BUT… the Indisch people are strong. We will survive.

      If you want some titles of books in English, just let me know.
      Dot you read Dutch?

      Bet wishes,

      Ingrid

      • Dear Ingrid,
        Thank you for your reply. Unfortunately I do not speak or read Dutch. So if you are able to recommend any books that are in English, that would be wonderful. My mother spoke only Dutch when she arrived in the US as a young teen, but alas, after the passing of her mother she had no one to keep up the Dutch language skills with.

  3. Interesting read. But you also wrote and I repeat:” Then, on December 5, 1957 (Black Sinterklaas), it was forbidden to speak Dutch in public. Many concordant schools were closed and Bahasa Indonesia* became the official language. On the radio you heard: Inilah Radio Republik Indonesia dengan warta berita*.
    After the International world also accepted the Indonesian independents (december 27, 1949), which Indonesia never excepted, Soekarno already made many changes. In September 1950 I started in the first class of Canisius in Jakarta. In December 1950 all students received a letter. As per the new year 1951, the main language will be Bahasa Indonesia and the Dutch language was forbidden. Lucky for me, on January 3, 1951 my mother and her 4 children left Indonesia with the SS Chitral for the Netherlands.

    • Dear Mr Geenen,

      Thank you for your reaction.
      It is true that Soekarno made many chances, starting in 1950. But then you still had a choice.
      Me and my elder sister could continue on the concordante school and my younger sisters and brothers went to what was called the ‘Indonesische school’, because my father had decided to become Warga Negara.

      I am happy with any additonal information.

      Regards,

      IngridDümpel

  4. L.S.,

    In de tijd dat ik als kleine jongen in Djakarta woonde (1945-1957) , hadden wij een heer in ons huis wonen. Die heette voor mij als kleine katjong, meneer Van Overeem. Bij toevel trof ik het bovenstaande/aangehechte aan met dezelfde naam. Enig idee waar hij woonde? Op ons adres?
    Groeten,
    Vincent van Bommel

    • Dear Mr. Van Bommel.
      Hellas Kan ik je niet meer helpen. Bandoeng and Bogor zijn steden waar we van komen.
      Wishing you the best,
      Cor Van Overeem

Leave a Reply

Your email address will not be published. Required fields are marked *

Post comment