By: Priscilla Kluge McMullen.

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Grave # BB12. Ereveld Kembang Kuning,Surabaja, Indonesia.

June 21 has always been a difficult day for the Kluge family, a supposedly joyful day announcing the start of the Summer, that somehow was often overshadowed by a touch of sadness in our family. This grave belongs to Constance Wilhelmina Kluge. She was the identical twin of Johanna. Born on 2 April, 1938 in Jakarta, Connie was only 4 years old when WWII broke out and the Japanese invaded the former East Indies.

The Kluge family, like so many other Dutch Indonesian (Indo) families living on Java, was torn apart at the onset of WWII in 1942 when the Japanese occupied the Dutch East Indies. Soon after the war started, Friedrich, the father, was taken as a POW to Japan. He left behind his wife, Paulona, with 7 young children, ranging from a one-year-old to an eleven-year-old, to fend for themselves on the island of Java. A great number of Dutch and Indo men were taken as POWs by the Japanese. Most women and children left behind were interned in Japanese concentration camps. However, Paulona—who was Indonesian—and her children, were not allowed in a concentration camp because she could not prove she was married to a Dutch person. Though she thought her own people would help her, she quickly discovered that was not the case.

The native Indonesians felt oppressed by the Dutch and they resented Paulona for having married a Dutch man and having mixed blood children. Japanese troops confiscated all they owned, causing them to become homeless. As the war raged on, the three oldest children, Willy, Frits and Maud became detached from the family and ended up scattered across Java until the end of the war. Willy and Frits, eleven and ten years old, were put in concentration camps to fend for themselves. Maud was placed with a distant aunt. Paulona and the four remaining toddlers roamed the countryside from town to town between Batu and Malang in East Java trying to find shelter. Hunger was constant. Scavenging for food became a daily ritual, even resorting to stealing when necessary.

In August 1945, the Japanese surrendered to the Allied Forces. Friedrich, who had been held prisoner in Japan slaving in the mines, had survived the atomic bombs and was one of the tens of thousands of POWs liberated by the Allied Forces. It took Friedrich close to a year to get back to find his family after the war, all this time not knowing whether they were still alive. At the war’s end, there was no smooth transition taking place on Java. As soon as the Japanese troops capitulated, the violent and chaotic Bersiap period began. Gangs of Indonesian revolutionaries (pemudas), fighting for their country’s independence from The Netherlands, roamed the countryside and performed frenzied genocide against the Dutch and Indo populations. Women and children—whose husbands, fathers or brothers had not yet returned—became targets. Paulona continuously moved from one safe place to another on Java in an effort to stay out of the way of the “revolutionaries.”


The twins, Johanna (bottom left) and Connie (bottom right), as babies held by their older brothers Willem (top left) and Frits (top right).

Paulona still had the four youngest girls, Connie, Joke, Lenie & Loesje, all under 7 yrs. old to protect, feed, and shelter. Houses that had been looted and left empty for various reasons during and after the war provided temporary shelter for people like Paulona and her little girls. That is, they were shelters until the owners returned or someone else came along and evicted them. They would share houses with other displaced families, sleep in sheds and plundered houses, and, if they were lucky, at churches where overwhelmed pastors would try to help as many people as they could. It was during this time that Connie, one of the twins, fell ill with a severe condition affecting her eyes. There were not many doctors available and the one doctor they managed to find operated on her with only very basic equipment.

The doctor made Connie’s eye condition even worse by cutting into unaffected portions. Without proper medical care and antibiotics, the eyes became infected and as the infection progressed, Connie lost her sight completely. Paulona and Connie’s sisters desperately sought help…unsuccessfully. Indonesia was in the throes of a revolution. Gangs of Indonesian revolutionaries roamed the streets as Paulona and her other daughters helplessly watched Connie’s condition deteriorate. Paulona and the girls were staying in a small, old, fallen-down house with woven bamboo walls (gedek). Connie’s twin, Johanna (8) who was the oldest and Paulona, would go out during the day to look for work and food while the two youngest, Francisca (5 yrs.) and Helene (6 yrs.) would stay with Connie (8 yrs.).

As Connie’s condition worsened, her little sisters tried to lessen her pain by praying with her, singing softly to her, massaging her, and laying next to her to provide comfort as she lay dying. Her suffering ended the night of June 21, 1946. Paulona begged a Muslim cleric for a white sheet to wrap Connie’s body in. He denied her that simple favor, as she was not of the same faith. Paulona felt utterly alone except for the kindness extended by a Christian pastor and his wife, the Wakarees (sic). The pastor and Paulona wrapped Connie’s little, worn out body in a woven straw mat (tekir) and buried her in a cornfield (jagung field) while her little sisters looked on.

Constance Wilhelmina Kluge was my sister, whom I never knew. She died in 1946 during the Bersiap before I was born. Later in life, my sisters would choke up telling the story of the night she died. For them, to retell Connie’s last days seemed to be therapeutic. It was a way of letting go of emotions they had carried with them for so long. My parents, until the day they died, could not talk about Connie’s death—as if to push it away and forget the pain—both blaming themselves for something they could not have foreseen nor stopped.

In the early 1950’s, before the family left to start a new life in the Netherlands, my father searched for Connie’s grave in the cornfield in Batu and had her remains dug up and moved to the Ereveld Kembang Kuning in Surabaja to a proper grave where she now rests in the same field as my Opa, Carl Gustav Kluge. He also was a victim of the turbulent revolutionary period after WWII when pemudas, fighting for Indonesia’s independence, locked him up, starved him, and eventually killed him on the Island of Java.

Connie was barely 4 years old when WWII broke out in the former Dutch East Indies; for the remainder of her short life, she was subjected to flight, fear, hunger, and pain. By memorializing her, I honor her strength and cherish her memory.

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The 7 Kluge children in 1941 right before WWII broke out in the former Netherlands East Indies.

L to R Top: Frits, Maud, Willy;

L to R Bottom: Joke, Lenie, Connie and Loesje, the baby, on the floor, next to the ceramic dog.


  1. Thank you, Winny Dreeuws Dekema, for sharing your family’s story…so familiar and yet so sad! Maybe you would consider writing a short story about your recollections? I’d love to read more about your family’s experiences.

  2. Iam very much aware of the Indo plight as my family and I, as “totoks”: and other members (totoks and Indos) were subjected to the occupation by Japan, and later during the Bersiap. My father wrote a 130 page handwritten manuscript about the period and jail he was in, and the Simpang club incident in Surabaya. We were imprisoned in Gadangan, and Lompok-Lampersari, in Semarang. My 15 year older sister never wanted to return. Too many unhappy memories, she contended. She always reminded us that if it had not been for her, we would not have survived the years of internment. She carried us through. So many of us scattered scattered throughout the world, mainly result if emigrating factors. Read your reflections about your dear sister, Conny. As sentimental as I have become in my older age, could not hold back the tears. Have prox. 400 books about this period (mostly in the Dutch language), including books of the “glory time”, and history of the founding of the former Dutch East Indies. I know that the “buitenkampers” fought a life to survive, even more so than us, the “Binnenkampers”. There is an ongoing debate on who suffered the most. Your Mother was brave, strong with a will to live and protect her children as best she could. Like a mother hen. It was nice to meet and talk to you at the recent HollandFestival in Southern California. Keep up the excellent work at the Indo Project, which you initially got off the ground. Bless you!

  3. My mother’s father was in the Dutch government and when the Japanese came my mother and grandmother were put into a camp. My parents were not married yet but the families knew each other. Her stories were harrowing.

  4. Thank you, Therese, for taking the time to write. You are correct, neither the Dutch nor the Indonesians pay a lot of attention to what happened in the turbulent years between WWII-1949. Let’s all start telling our stories so that our heritage, our history will not be forgotten. I hope you will share your story with us in the future.

  5. It is so sad for your family Priscilla. This story should be written in history schoolbooks, because the young generations of the Netherlands and the Dutch Indonesian descendants who live in Netherlands don’t know about the period of “Bersiap” . They even don’t about “the Indo’s”, for the Dutch people “Indo’s” means to be Indonesian. But the suffer the people like your mother underwent, having a Dutch husband, they were considerated as traitors. So, according to the stories of my mother and other Indo’s, these people were neglected by their own nation and by the Dutch people. Indeed, it was a chaotic period, no one knew who was the enemy and who was the friends. I am sorry for your family and Connie. Thank you for your story! Therese

  6. Dear Pricilla,

    Thanks for sharing your family Indonesian Holocaust story with us all. I was only a little younger then Conny as I was born in 1940 in Surabaja but my parents lived in Malang. Unfortunately we were not Indos but Totoks, I would have loved to have had a drop of Indonesian blood in my veins! However I shall never forget the trauma of the war in the Dutch East Indies and the impact it has had on us all and my family.
    We first were interned in Camp Malang and after a short time put on trains – two days and two nights without food or water – to Ambarawa in Mid Java. The mothers thought that they would be better off in the Country then in a town like Malng but after 1 five KM walk in the burning sun without water we arrived at the real prison Banjoe Biroe (Banju Biru = new spelling) Camp 10 which tuned out to be far worse. Of the 9000 POWs only 4400 survived in our camp. My Mum only weight 67 pounds and was more dead then alive (she was laying in what they called the dead cell) at the end of the war, but she survived. In 1947 a Dutch medical couple forcasted that what they called – The Camp Children- would suffer from asthma and depressions and sure we all have gone through that as well. If only the Japanese would realize what they have been responsible for during WWII the world might be a better place ?!
    Kind regards,

    Gerard Lemmens

    • I apologize Gerard, I just now, read your post. Thank you for sharing your story. There were thousands of families like ours during WWII but hardly anyone knows about the traumas that our families experienced. We, need to tell our stories, so the world will know about WWII in the former Dutch East Indies. Otherwise, our family histories will be absorbed and remain simply footnotes in Dutch and Indonesian history books. Let’s all start writing! The Indo Project would be happy to publish your family’s story Gerard, if you wish to write about it. Let me know if we can be of an help to you….write info@theindoproject.org. Best wishes…and hope to hear from you.

  7. Thanks for sharing this touching and sad story. A true tribute to your family. I read it with great commitment because my father and uncle, as Indian boys, were both in camps and lived through the Bersiap time as prisoners. That last time was perhaps still harder for them: they lived with bedbugs, scabies, and stench. They both survived but never felt the need to return to their homeland after the war.


    Dank voor het delen van dit ontroerende, trieste verhaal.
    Een waar eerbetoon aan uw familie.
    Ik heb het met zeer veel betrokkenheid gelezen omdat mijn vader en oom als Indische jongens zowel in het kamp als in de bersiaptijd gevangenen zijn geweest.
    Die laatste periode was misschien nog wel zwaarder voor hun, overgeleverd als ze waren aan wandluizen, schurft en stank.
    Ze hebben het overleefd maar hebben na de oorlog nooit meer de behoefte gevoeld terug te gaan naar hun geboorteland.

    • Thank you, Marjolein van Ammers for taking the time to write about your father’s and uncle’s experiences during the war. Their experiences were truly remarkable and they are all heroes for having survived such trauma.

      Groetje and bedankt voor het delen het verhaal van uw familie

      Priscilla Kluge McMullen

  8. Moving story Priscilla.
    We too were living in Meester Cornelis(Jatinegara) after one raid by a group of Indonesian fighters looking for guns, locked up the house and with what we could carry as a family of five went to Batavia(Jakarta) to the military quarters area on an army truck and that included my neighbor and his daughters.Even though our street was patrolled by British Indian solders– it did not prevent above occurrence. We shared a home with many families. We slept on the floor for days until we found two rooms in a house in a safe area. Eventually we got better quarters, but still shared a home with several families on Jalan Raden Saleh.
    We did survive the Japanese occupation but our circumstances cannot compare with what your family went through.
    So thank you for sharing.

    • Dear Walter,

      It makes me sad to know that you and your family also had experience similar circumstances like many Indo families and my mother with her young children. BUT, you and many others survived and (can I say it?) thrived? We need to tell our stories and I hope some day we’ll receive yours, Walter.


      P.S. looking forward to seeing you and Els on October 30th at the Fall Kumpulan!

  9. This terrible moving and trying to survive story as with so many others, have been “buried” deep for the world, who is not interested to know. Especially for Paulona, the mother of these young children!
    Yes, I also was in the middle of these turbulent times and was very lucky enough to survive with baby brother and mother.
    We escaped many many situations during internment and especially the brutal Bersiap. When I look back at the Bersiap Period, I can’t believe our luck in at least seven narrow escapes!
    But so many didn’t make it and are forgotten.

    • Thank you, Willem ten Wolde. You experienced this nightmare and with your family were the fortunate ones that survived! I should not say “fortunate”…there is nothing fortunate about surviving hell. I now understand how it has made you the man you are today full of strength of character and compassion. I hope your children and grandchildren know your story so that they can pass on those traits to their children.

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